FOOL THAT I AM

to get over is to be over,
& there are certain elements
wrapped in truths & pounding hearts
when stirred lightly
land you on your feet
still moving

there have been recent moments
where memories & wishes almost
do something inside, but finally
the foundation is settled. the newness
doesn't creak underfoot

because today i walked
no different than days before
but something more settled
has done as much

i can & have walked for less

more movements
all my own

more moments
all my own

it is the possibility
that to get over is to be over
& walking today is a personal
feat

more for myself
& those certain elements
that unwrap & loosen up

now,
i know

now,
i am

h
6-26-05
chicago